the original ah lian;
Monday, April 23, 2007
I'm writing this for someone that I know and for myself too.
And I've promised myself that I won't delete this, so as to remind myself always :P
I stayed at home today to reflect. Yeah, I had stomach cramps(bad ones) too okayyy >_> This Sunday and Monday I spent at home to reflect on something that happened recently. And these days it just seems like an uphill struggle to get on, to get out of bed and walk into school for what now seems like the daily grind. I'm also fighting to keep abreast of homework owed while I was taking it super easy in the days leading up to SYF.
I remembered a phrase I heard from My Lovely Samsoon.
'One day, the body said to the heart, "When I am sick, I'll go to the doctor. When you're sick what will you do?'
Some people go crazy. Some people will play piano. Some scream, rave, do something crazy. Some cry. I spent half the morning cuddled up on my bed whilst the stupid cramps ran havoc round my body, thinking and reflecting. I could have taken an extra dose of Panadol Extra and soldiered on to school but I decided not too, because I was sick in my heart as well. As in, some thing's not quite right. The rest of the day to cure my 'sickness' was to restlessly walk up and down the stairs for no reason [even though my stomach hurt like a bitch after] and watch One Piece.
Hey, I'm cured. I think I can go to school tomorrow. Remains to be seen if I'll die after Mass Run.
I just wanted to tell that someone that it's okay to fall sometimes. And sometimes it feels like you've fallen but after that you'll realise that you're still standing and you feel like you're a failure. But I sincerely believe a quiet moment or time will eventually solve things out. I was scolded many times today -3-"" demo sa I feel so refreshed and I will charge ahead into the future
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subarashiki sekai 9:26 PM
